everything in its right place

novels and music

2010-08-14T04:38:00.001-07:00

i kinda always have this thing about music, that i would always relate something from my life to music. Right now i'm reading a novel called Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac (not sure you all know about it) and i'm surprised at myself that this certain song from Yui -"Please stay with me", will always pop up in my head when i was reading the novel. Maybe because i recently heard the song and bought the novel, maybe because my brain was bored while i was reading the novel so it just played out a song for itself, just like when you're bored and you turn on the radio, and i can list all the 'maybes' here but for one reason i think *spoiler alert*, is because the title "Please stay with me" fits in perfectly at the scene when Naomi (the protagonist) was in the hospital after her 'accident' and hoping that James (the guy in this story) would not leave her.

I started reading this novel, or started reading novels again (my last novel was Casino Royale- 1 year ago), mainly because it would be adapted into a movie (japanese movie actually) with my favourite actress acting in it. So i don't want to watch the movie without knowing the actual story first. Hope the movie will turn out well too. From the storyline i know that this is a novel for teenagers but screw that-i'm a person young at heart ;-p

As for the song, i'm always a big fan of Yui since her movie Taiyou no Uta (like most of her fans too) and she is one hell of a talented singer/songwriter. It's currently on my playlist now.

So this time it's the song from Yui - Please stay with me. Cheers!

2010-05-27T16:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes you hate someone so much that you wonder where did that person get all those hated personality or behavior or whatnot. well it doesn't need a rocket scientist to figure out that it all depends on the environment of which the person is raised. well it is all like the saying "ke mana jatuhnya kuah kalau tidak ke nasi"

somehow it gets on my nerves every time, never failed..

i wanna run to Alaska! *taken from Calvin and Hobbes*

don't get any big ideas, they're not gonna happen

2010-05-03T23:35:00.001-07:00

people give and take

some people give generously and never expect a return

some people give expecting people to return their favours

and some just take but don't give

i give and i take

but when i don't take, i expect people not to take from me

and when i don't give, i expect not given from anybody

and i loath people who only know how to take but not to give

so pardon me for ignoring, i'm just sticking up to my beliefs

breaking the habit

2009-07-07T10:11:00.000-07:00

ok first of all, this post has nothing to do with that linkin park song, and neither do i am their fan.

this post is just about me trying to break the stereotypical life of a praktikant today. in the morning was the same, i go to work at 7, and work till pause. the difference is that today i brought my own lunch: roti+cheese+ salami. and then after eating i slept for like half an hour. bila bangun2 rasa mamai tak terhingga sehingga terpaksa beli mentos untuk segarkan diri. damn a waste of my money. i went home at 315 pm (today a lil bit early considering i already asked my betreuer like 100 times for work tp umsonst) and do the usual thing: onemanga, goal.com, malaysiakini.
then i called mama. missed my family so much, esp. adin n ame, angah dah 2 bulan duduk rumah dah tak rindu. hahaha. tried calling adin but he didn't answer, maybe tengah belajar tu hopefully.
played guitar: this week is all about radiohead

so the video for today: exit music (for a film)
this song sends chills to my spines, dammit

"we hope, that you choke, that you choke......."

life...or something like it

2009-04-21T12:39:00.000-07:00

this temporary working life keeps me thinking regularly..will it be like this when i started working? well it surely will be more hectic i guess..since the older you grow the bigger your responsibility is..at least that's what i think..

and i came to a conclusion..that life is never easy..everybody is struggling for their own good..and procastinating is the worst thing that you could do..life is anything but easy..like my mom used to say.."doa2..nnt turun la makanan tu dr langit"..of course she meant it in an ironic way..

and from the hard life comes the saying "there is no free meal"

so all i want to know is that, do i have anyone to support me then, when such situations is to come?

new life

2009-03-10T11:44:00.000-07:00

this is the 1st post for this semester!! as some of u might know, i'm doing my practical this semester..so at least i'll be enjoying this new life for about half a year..and it's not bad for a change!!

living in friedrichshafen is ganz neu..dgn hausmeister yg streng la..and das wetter yg sumtimes not in my favour (ye la..hari2 naik basikal pegi office..klu wetter schlecht mmg sakit)..but nk buat mcm mana..we must get used to changes and get out of the comfort zone..xboleh la asik goyang kaki je..hmm...

here's some pics (ade 2 je pn kot..hahaha) yg ade kaitan dgn my current..hopefully my blog will be more active in this semester considering i don't have anything to do in the evening for the whole semester

on the way to FN (am Bahnhof)

Beweis eines Praktikants

2009-01-28T18:32:00.000-08:00

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2009-01-28T09:17:00.001-08:00

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bjaya muahahahahahaha

i hate

2008-12-30T04:08:00.000-08:00

i hate it when someone stole ur ideas n make it their own..well, not like directly steal it..but it's like when u already thought about that certain idea and wanna go on with it, then only u realise that the other person already made it..i don't care who thought about that first, coz i thought about it myself..but when the one who 'steal' ur idea is the same person who did that the last time..it gets on my nerves..

i wanna disappear from this land

sorry to end the year with a stupid post like this

nothing much

2008-12-16T06:16:00.000-08:00

here i am..writing again..and this time there's no specific things to write about..

i just sent my contract for the practical semester to ZF earlier today..hope that everything will go on smoothly..now there's one thing less to worry about. The next thing is to settle search for a room in Friedrichshafen for the practical semester and start seriously studying for the exams. Oo my motivation where did you fly to..coz i need you rite now..huhu

it's already 11pm here..and usually at this hour during my past holidays in malaysia i would sit in front of the tv watching The Sopranos on HBO with my parents..it's funny in a some way that there's always a character that will die almost in every episodes (of course murdered by those mafias)..hahaha..

and after the show we'll watch The Nanny on Starworld (if i'm not mistaken) and laugh all the way till the end of the show..it's so hilarious how the butler and nanny Fine would always have new ideas to get on CC's nerves..but sometimes in a way i pity CC..coz it's always her who become the victim..oh well..

I need a break..

I miss my family... =(

my 2 brothers during raya =)

playlist and your mood

2008-12-09T13:49:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since i last write here..and this time its gonna be about songs that i listen to according to situations..hope you guys'll have fun with it and don't forget to share yours too!! (wenn ihr Lust habt)

when i'm under stress: normally songs that involve a lot of screaming etc
over my head (better off dead)-Sum 41
remenissions-a7x
seize the day-a7x

when i'm sad
don't speak-No Doubt
chemicals react-Aly and Aj
don't cry-Guns n' Roses

when i'm in the zone: catchy songs with high beats etc
groove shadow-Code Blue OST

when i'm happy!!almost any songs would do..recently:
love-Maybee feat. HUS
1000 tahun (mahu hidup)-Butterfingers
KOH+-Kiss Shite
sunday morning-No Doubt (every sunday morning i'll play this song!! xD )

p/s: i'm dying to see the movie Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist..has anyone seen it??

calm before the storm

2008-10-16T12:53:00.000-07:00

it's been long since i last wrote here..to be precise about 2 months already..a lot of things had happened..so much that i don't know which one i should write about..

well, at this time i'm writing on my blog while listening to dream theater..dh lame xdgr..best yg amat..haha

actually tomorrow we'll be having this jamuan raya thingy..so rite now i am maximising my usage of free time..because tomorrow will be a long day (poyoly speaking =p)
and this semester i think i will have problems with the subject informatik..sieht so schwer aus die Vorlesung..so rite now i'm preparing for a countermeasure for that problem..pinjam buku C oder C++ k.e...aku cop dlu kwn2..haha

oh an another thing..i'm also busy preparing for the Praxisstellebewerbung..tgh crk lg firma2 yg best..hope for dear readers yg studying in DE ni could give me a helping hand in providing me with the names of interesting firma for maschinenbauer.

this semester's azam baru:
1. rajin ibadat
2. rajin belajar (hopefully..huhu)
3. verbessern Deutsch und fange mit japanisch wieder an
4. such die beste Firma fuer Praxisstelle (guter Lohn und Konstruktionsaufgabe bevorzugen)

that's all for this time..cheers

movies and gathering

2008-07-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

gathering kecil-kecilan the last time i went home

it's been ages since the last time i update my blog

just finished wathcing a movie called 10 Things I Hate About You..yeah i know that film is like..hmm..so last 5 years and all..but this is also the 2nd time i watch it. Talking bout the movie, it is really sweet (esp. julia stiles) but somehow i feel kind of weird watching it now..probably because it's a teen highschool movie and i am like already in the college or university..but maybe it's just me.. *dah matang la katekn* :p

and talking bout school, today my ex-schoolmates are having a reunion after 5 years of leaving the school..omg i can't it has been that long..i miss u guys and i'm so sorry i couldn't be there..due to circumstances..i REALLY REALLY wanted to be there..so so so (tausend mal) sorry..

maybe some people don't cherish their school days..but mine is like the best time of my life..a lot of things happened and i learned a lot there..

Thanks KUSESS n KUSESSIANS :)

meine nachbarins freund

2008-06-22T11:07:00.000-07:00

asshole

no other words describe him better

fussball

2008-06-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

football..hmm..skrg ni musim football..of course la, everybody knows that it is currently the Euro 2008 season now..

actually this post is about football too..aber nicht bestimmt ueber EM 2008..i wanna talk about the proud of the people when their teams play in an international tournament..

imagine, when you're in somewhere overseas like deutschland..and seeing the fans supporting their own teams..and you're sitting there melangut sambil menyokong bukan team negara sendiri..i mean of course la Malaysia x masuk EM ni..tapi kalau tengok world cup and your country didn't qualify for it..menghampakan btol..tambah lagi kalau your friends who have their own teams entering the tournament..and then diorang kutuk Malaysia xmasuk pulak (mcm Selcuk..hahaha)

so i think Malaysia national football team must improve themselves..don't just talk big, but nothing is done..harap tukar baju baru je untuk Asia Cup tp kalah every match..dh la tuan rumah..huhu

that's all for this time..to all my friends, enjoy the EM 2008 but don't forget to study, exam dah dekat (this apllies to me too =p )

p/s:forza italia!! go van Basten..jgn bg Romania mng! ich kann nur die Daumen drucken

butterflies and hurricanes

2008-06-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

change,
everything you are
and everything you were
your number has been called

fights,
battles have begun
revenge will surely come
your hard times are ahead

best,
you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and you use this chance to be heard
your time is now

don't,
let yourself down
don't let yourself go
your last chance has arrived

best,
you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and you use this chance to be heard
your time is now

bad day

2008-05-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

just when you thought that today is going to be another nice day, it gone bad. and on your bad day, everything is wrong, everything annoys you, and i had one several days before..

it began when i woke up quite late in the morning, about 10 am..and about afternoon came a person who is usually not annoying but that day annoyed me.

and then the one person that i regard as highly annoying never failed to annoy me..it surprised me everytime.

a little while later another person that was not-annoying-before-but-lately-had-been-annoying-to-me came to me and with the 1st word spurred from his/her mouth annoyed me straightaway.

and finally in the evening, the last person that i expect would be annoying annoyed me..it was the last straw, and i snapped afterwards. kesian nachbarin aku dgr aku jerit2 nyanyi lagu BFMV kuat.

somehow i wish i could be like awang and speak my mind out..directly telling to those who annoy me to stop annoying me.

whoever that read this post must think that i'm a psycho or something..huhu..psycho like that chap dlm novel 'Catcher in the Rye'.

p/s: lastly try counting how many 'annoying' or 'annoyed' or 'annoy' are there in this post..hehe..

addiction..

2008-05-25T01:53:00.000-07:00

evil caffeine molecule vs temptation

coffee addiction..to be precise caffeine addiction is something that increase with your age..and something that u can't run from. i wonder why is that so? i'm positive that our parents most probably wouldn't make coffee for us when we're little and told us that we need to drink those everyday, right? But as we get older, we tend to try coffee since it's like macho or cool to drink coffee and be like adults, hence addicted to coffee.(this is just my opinion)

of course there's the pros and cons of drinking coffee..coffee appears to reduce the risk Alzheimer's disease, Parkinson disease, heart disease, diabetes mellitus type 2 (what is that type 2 thingy??) etc. but too much of coffee will lead to Hypomagnesaemia (go ask ur doctor friends what this is..i don't know), coronary heart disease, increase the risk of acid reflux etc.

so it depends on how you look at it..too much of something is always bad, right?

If you're trying to low your coffee dosage or even stop drinking coffee..here's some tips:

1. try other hot beverages for a change, z.B. herbal tea,hot choc etc. coz normally the addiction to coffee includes addiction of having hot drinks.

2. try changing from espresso based coffee to grain coffee bcoz grain coffee is naturally caffeine free.

3. if u go to starbucks or costa or other coffee houses, try ordering decaffeinated coffee instead of the normal ones. decaf coffee has 85% less caffeine

4. go smash ur friends or ur university coffee machine (in my case) ;p

that's all for this time guys. cheers!

the reason why...

2008-05-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

the day before i went to the stadt to find a new pair of shorts since summer is coming and i never had shorts here in deutschland..so i went to H&M first..but it was very disappointed..

the reason why i hate shopping at H&M:

1) It's too crowded there..i think almost everybody go shopping there

2)you need to wait somewhat like half an hour to get into the fitting room..what i can't accept is that even the women go to the men's floor and use the fitting room there..so dumm!!

3)usually i wouldn't find my size..and it always dissapoint me when i found the pair of pants that i like but i couldn't find the right size..i guess many people do wear pants with the size of 29 or 30 here..

4)there was even no sale the day before but people keep flooding this shop

feeling frustrated i then went to K&L kaufhaus..and what do you know..at my 1st glance i already saw the pair of shorts that i like..furthermore it is my size!!unglaublich..so i was like grabbed the shorts and went straightaway into the fitting room and the shorts look good on me..and after that, like you would expect..it's sofort-kaufen!!

p/s:br bljr cmne nk add vids youtube kt blog..so this is the 1st vid on this blog..

Santana feat. Alex Band-Why don't you and I

...

2008-04-29T15:10:00.000-07:00

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play

You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside cos summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger I heard you say
At least not today...

Hannover Messe und Cens Haus

2008-04-25T03:53:00.001-07:00

Ja..diesmal schreibe ich auf Deutsch..weil manchmal ich mein schriftlich Deutsch üben muss, sonst geht mein Deutsch kaputt..Wie der Titel, diesmal will ich über Hannover Messe schreiben..

Letzte Freitag sind wir zur Hannover Messe mit dem Omnibus gefahren. Meine Kollegen (Selcuk, Toni und Giuseppe) fanden der Bus ganz übel..aber bei mir ist es nicht so schlimm..

Wir haben um 5 Uhr zu der Messe abgefahren..zu früh..und waren wieder zu Hause am Mitternacht..

Und hier sind Fotos von der Messe und auch von Cens Haus

Wir sind unterwegs nach Hannover

Schließlich sind wir in Hannover Messe angekommen

Es gibt viele Dinge da, z. B. Zahnräder..

eine riesige Getriebe..

und auch der V6 Motor von Audi A4..

Dieser Positionierantrieb ist ähnlich wie unseren Projekt im 2. Semester..

Buyet und Maryam sind sehr begeistert und konzentriert, weil sie auch mit Continental wie Helmut Praxissemester machen wollen..

Aber jetzt geht's richtig los..zu dem wahren Ziel...
zum ESSEN!!
und Cens Haus!!

Das ist alles, was ich schreiben kann..vielen Dank Hannover Messe und vielen Dank Cen..wir freuen uns auf deinen Besuch nach Aalen!!

*to everybody..pardon my crappy Deutsch and poor Grammatik..it has been ages since i write something auf Deutsch.. =)

my past week

2008-04-20T13:15:00.000-07:00

the root of all evil...

it was some kind of a new experience for me in the recent weeks..i ran out of money..juz imagine, my money is already reduced to like two digits when there's still like another two weeks..huhu..pretty scary..but i think this has thought me a very valuable lesson..

it was like at the beginning of last week..i decided to temporarily stop eating at the FH's cafeteria..and eat breakfast at home..and i discovered that (after mengorek-ngorek my own almari kt dapur n the fridge) i still have a lot portion of food..still ade mee, spaghetti, and even a whole row of fruehlingsroll!! imagine that if i didn't go poor suddenly..those food mesti dh terbazir je kn?hmm...

anyway..i really haven't started studying lagi..i made my resolution this semester, that i would only start studying after pfingsten, which is like another 3 weeks lg..muahahaha..lazy me..but i think starting tomorrow i should start my uebungen for proE..since the exam is just after pfingsten, and i would almost be vollbeschaeftigt this pfingsten.. =p

lastly..i recently added new links of blogs here at my blog..it belongs to my cousin n my friend ijat (aka akak Bado hahaha)..feel free to surf them..nk add another flickr of my friend tp dh lupe link dia lak..next time je la =p

stupid post

2008-04-16T15:04:00.000-07:00

they think that the world revolves around them
they expect people to lick their ass all the time
this kind of people won't ever excel in life
they're just digging their own hole to fall into it themselves
just like my father once said
even if they achieve something
it won't come with happiness
playing around with the precious one
you'll know your place in this world one day
to put it simply i hate them

hmm...should i instead write it in singular form?

nicht so viele Dinge diesmal

2008-03-31T12:11:00.000-07:00

Kenzou and Rei from Proposal Daisakusen

yeah...i coincidentally happen to write this post on the last day of this month..nothing special pn..juz suddenly thought about it..

nway rite now i'm waiting for the english subs of Proposal Daisakusen SP..argh!!!!kenape lambat sgt??i really wanna know the real ending and how Kenzou and Rei will end up..hopefully a happy ending..and bitte..no spoilers here..
go fansubbers for the glory of j-dramas!! =p

another thing..today someone told me about the genius girl from Malaysia that entered oxford at the age of thirteen..and now she had become no one..i don't wanna say what she does now coz i know almost evryone already knew bout this..but it's a pity someone as clever as that is not 'clever' in life..her gift is her a curse (bunyi cm something fr spiderman lak)..hopefully she can set her life back on the right track and repent..

last but not least..an announcement for Kusessian 9903..zap's mother had just passed away..i also was told by ijat..semoga semua dapat sedekahkan al-Fatihah..moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah..

Maulidur Rasul

2008-03-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

Selamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul ya kawan2.. =)

talking about 1st impressions

2008-03-17T15:21:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day for the summer semester..n of course, the class started a little late..ade Gottesdienst pulak pg tu..tp bgs jugak..i can sleep in a little..

Getting back to the topic, in my opinion we shouldn't let others to leave us impressions about other people..for example about my thermodynamik lecturer, Prof Rittmann..from what i heard from Skabah and Hilmi he seems strict and u can expect less smile from him and all..but actually he seems like a nice lecturer to me.

So, what i think is that, it's ok to ask your friends for opinions on someone..but just don't let their opinions have a strong effect on your impressions..or else you will have trouble with the person that u met the 1st time..lagi2 la kalau macam aku yang nak mengadap Prof Rittmann the whole semester nih..haha

Lg satu, this post is bukan untuk mngutuk Skabah and Hilmi..just a post of my opinion..korang dua jangan la feel offended k? There's still a lot of things that i can learn from you guys. Nanti aku belanje korang makan =p

Alles Gute zum neuen Semester!!

At last..and many thanks

2008-02-07T11:03:00.000-08:00

At last, i can start writing back in my blog..huhu..it's been nearly a month of hiatus for this blog..kononnye nk study utk exam..so this blogging thingy is kinda destructing la..tp same je..exam teruk jugak.. =(

Actually, i really feel that this life is so boring without exams..ye la..it's like my life has no purpose..just as soon as i finished my last paper, i felt empty..tak tau ape nk buat..bile ade exam persoalkan pulak the purpose of exams..hmm..i don't know which one is better..

Another thing..thanks so much tio those who voted for my blog for the anugerah kaki seni..with the votes this blog is one of the four finalists..eventhough tak menang pun takpe..dah cukup bersyukur sebab dapat masuk final..many thanks guys!!

So starting from now on i will update my blog again regularly..feel free to reed and comment on the post guys!!

my perfect saturday

2007-12-15T13:57:00.000-08:00

well..my saturday is going to end soon..and what i feel now is that i've had the most perfect saturday for this year today..

it began this morning..i woke up at 9..and after checking the Wettervorhersage i went on to clean my room (it has been for about a month since i clean up my room)..till 10 o'clock i guess..then i peacefully had my breakfast of cornflakes in front of my laptop watching cartoons (hannah montana,kim possible etc2..)..you can say what you want but i still enjoy watching disney cartoons..hehehe..this reminded me of home..where i would usually wake up and straight away have my breakfast infront of the tv on weekends..sigh~

then i took my bath and after zohor i went out to the town alone..walking in the cold air..intending to buy a new snowcap since i lost my old one (most probably misplaced somewhere)..so i went to the quiksilver store n saw a similar design to my older snowcap..i bought that one..and as i was about to leave the shop,this 'brader quiksilver' asked me.."schenkst du nicht deiner Freundin etwas fuer Weinachts?" there he goes again..pandai je nak pengaruh orang beli something lg..mujur la this time i'm not tempted..hahaha..
then i went to mack and have a light lunch..quarktasche and cafe latte..and i notice something (sebenarnye dah lame sedar)..pekerja2 dkt mack tu semua cun2..patut la laku je kedai tu..huhuhu

after that i went window shopping lg..to H&M and S. Oliver tp xbeli ape2..then balik bilik terus.
After maghrib i cooked spaghetti aglio (lagi??)..just to improvise it..nk make it better..and it really is better than the last time i cooked it..hehe..and then ajak Skabah makan sekali (i don't care Sabah tomorrow ur cooking 4 me!!)

So up until just before i write this post i was reading through Technische Mechanic while listening to Dream Theater..u can expect takde ape pun yg masuk kalau belajar macam ni..but still..it is better than doing nothing.

to sum it up..
my perfect Saturday:breakfast and cartoons+window shopping+light lunch+well cooked dinner

i never liked sundays because i always feel sunday is like enjoying the last meal before the execution..the excution is going to class again..

omg i'm a genius!!

2007-12-10T10:38:00.000-08:00

found this thing while going through my friend's blog..

actually mls r nk ckp byk..tp that's the truth..my blog's reading level is genius, to be precise, only a genius can understand my blog..since i can understand my own blog, that means i'm a genius rite?? =p

so everyone yg ade blog,try this link!! =)

spaghetti+reminder

2007-12-04T12:53:00.000-08:00

sieht nicht so gut aus aber schmeckt super!!

Hisashiburi dane!! It has been a long time since i wrote here..huhuhu..and guess what, we (my group and i) juz passed up our axel project today!!feels like a very heavy burden has been lifted up from my shoulders..haa

And today i got the chance to cook some proper food after almost 2 weeks of eating bread for dinner (kesian kn?ish3...). And the seafood spaghetti that i cooked also is quite delicious, considering this is the 1st time i tried cooking it *angkat bakul sendiri*
and the best part is eating dinner in front of my laptop while enjoying dramas..ahh..feels like heaven!!

Somehow, i also think that i shouldn't waste my time too much rite? During my busy days i remembered about this one sentence: 'Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara..Lapang sebelum sempit'..that sentence really striked me that time..and i know that i should learn to appreciate my free time and do something useful when i'm free..

juz a reminder and muhasabah diri to all my friends,

Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara
muda sebelum tua
sihat sebelum sakit
lapang sebelum sempit
kaya sebelum miskin
hidup sebelum mati

mexico

2007-11-23T17:02:00.000-08:00

this is 1 of my favourite songs that i love to play on acoustic guitar..sounds really nice and it is full of emotion..

You could see me reaching
So why couldn't you have met me halfway
You could see me bleeding
But you could not put pressure on the wound

You only think about yourself
You only think about yourself
You'd better bend before I go
On the first train to Mexico

You could see me breathing
But you still kept your hand over my mouth
You could feel me seething
But you just turned your nose up in the air

You only think about yourself
You only think about yourself
You'd better bend before I go
On the first train to Mexico

You only think about yourself
You only think about yourself
You'd better bend before I go
On the first train to Mexico...

ikan bilis+absent minded+my english lecturers

2007-11-21T13:36:00.000-08:00

well, it's been quite a long time since i updated my blog here..i don't know why, but the stupid Schraubenberechnung keeps on bugging me lately..that's why..

well, i think it was 2 weeks ago..when i ran out of bekalan ikan bilis..damn..a whole week without ikan bilis..can you imagine that??xboleh buat nasi goreng ikan bilis, sambal goreng, jemput-jemput..my life is dull without ikan bilis..huhuhu..

<----die hochwertigen Ikan Bilis' (plural)

kunci yg haram---->

and another thing is that, i have become quite absent minded lately..if you guys noticed the status "mane kunci haram tu ilang lak.." on my messenger last weekend, it's about i misplaced hilmi's bike lock keys..and i couldn't find it till sunday..it's so stupid how my weekend was ruined by my own absent-mindedness..

by the way, i suddenly remembered one of the things that i promised myself to do when i first arrive in Germany..i wanted to send postcards to my english lecturers, Madam Sarah n Mrs Yap..tp sampai skrg xhantar2 lagi..huhu..really missed them though..

fav phrase: "sickening disgusting little people.." ROFL

weather, bad day and laziness

2007-11-10T14:45:00.000-08:00

*snow yg jht...*

the weather here in Aalen has been nothing short but schrecklich (it means 'awful' in english)..and yesterday it was snowing from morning to 3 pm in the afternoon..n everyone also cannot go out due to this bad weather..

well..here i think there is a connection between bad weather and bad day..for me, a bad day is caused by a bad weather..tgkla smlm..i couldn't go out until 3 pm..n then when i finally could go out, i discover that kedai asia dh tutup..my stock of ikan bilis dh abis..what to do??tak boleh dh r msk nasi goreng or jemput2 or anything else..n then when i checked out the quiksilver shop pn dh tutup jugak..

FYI i'm not a shopaholic, but i juz wanna buy a pullover, because i discover that i actually don't have a pullover..n it's getting colder day by day here..

i've been very lazy lately..xkire la in terms of mls nk belajar or mls kemas bilik..but the main point is i'm getting lazier..why eh?i juz cleaned up my room..but i think the tidiness of my room won't last for at least juz a week..what to do..

takziah

2007-11-01T14:08:00.000-07:00

Takziah kepada Awang (senior ALG6 Aalen) atas kehilangan Ayahandanya. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..

Al-Fatihah

my worst nightmare

2007-10-31T03:38:00.000-07:00

recently my friend had problems with her tooth..it turns out dat she needs to have the root canal operation..well..i've heard about 'root canal' several times..my mother had that operation a long time ago..it's not that tragic i think..

upon chatting with this friend of mine reminds me back about the thing that i fear the most..that is going to see the dentist..the dentist is the last person i ever want to visit..i guess i have 'dentistphobia'..and it all began when i was in primary school...

*reopening the old scar back*

i think i was in standard 2 when i need to pull my gigi susu out..because the gigi kekal cannot come out..but the gigi susu tu xlonggar lgsg..so i had to go to the dentist..nk cabut that damn gigi yg xnk tercabut sdri tu..

so fine..i went to the dentist..and you know what happened??the dentist actually inject my gusi with anesthetic..and then pull dat gigi susu out dgn playar or something..just imagine how damn painful it was for a standard two boy..and how big is the effect it brought me..till now i still get the shivers everytime i go to the dentist..even utk scaling je pn..so since that tragical day i decided to take a good care of my teeth.

and now i have another problem..my wisdom tooth is dislocated and cannot come out..and that tooth needs to be pulled out because it is 'disturbing' other teeth..and no way i would go to remove this wisdom tooth..because i really2 hate going to dentist!!if the dentist inject me with general anesthetic at my spine to put me to a state of unconciousness than maybe there's a chance for that to happen..or else..no way!!

(question 4 my bound-to-be-doctors friends:boleh ke actually guna general anesthetic utk dental treatment?hehehe..)

another thing that i hope is that my brother Adin would become a dentist..so that i would get the best treatment ever when it comes to dental treatments..

faitfhful companions+hiatus+scholar

2007-10-25T12:04:00.000-07:00

well i have two faithful companios now..as u can see in the pic....well..i need them that badly because i was having problem waking up early in the morning..tpakse abiskn 20 euro for both of them..xpe la..it's worth it coz they had done a good job so far..and hopefully till the end of my studies..

sorry for the hiatus recently..sedar x sedar dh 2 minggu x blogging nih..all because of the axel project for the machinery elements..

another thing..i damn need my scholar right now..already did the claiming but xdpt lg..500 euros is a lot of money..lari budget habis..

recently byk homeworks..and i hate homeworks..after this ade another project for ME..then for maths lak..

*ich hab' die Nase voll*

machinery elements+iftar+black swindler

2007-10-09T11:22:00.000-07:00

machinery elements
well today i had my 1st class of machinery elements (maschinen elemente auf deutsch) with Herr Ebert.well my 1st opinion is that he is a very good professor..but he really 'dropped a bomb' to me today..what do you expect..we already got our project on the first day..eventhough we have not even touch anything on this subject..and now we have to start working on this project..hmm..komisch..

in the picture above is the introduction of the project and the picture of the cd-player was my homework for the subject machinery elements..because i have two blocks of machinery elements per week and each one of them is managed by different professors..one is by Herr Ebert and the other is Herr Merkel..btw the 'cd-player' homework is from Herr Merkel..Herr Merkel is kinda interesting and friendly too..

iftar
today i had another kostenlose bukak puasa..hahaha..dh berape hari dh asyik bukak free jer..kelmarin dkt burren,smlm kt masjid n today is courtesy of org2 turki kt sini..Alhamdulillah..may Allah bless them..rs terharu bile tgk masyarakat Islam kt oversea pn kuat jugk..

black swindler
recently juz finished watching kurosaki:the black swindler..best..it's not like the latest story..n i'm not much of a fan of yamapi but horikita maki is really2 cute ~cuteness~ ;)

a surge of emotion

2007-10-06T15:35:00.000-07:00

don't depend on anyone
to make you happy when you sad
cause when what you expect didn't come true,
it'll hurt you more

don't float down the river named emotion for too long

soothe yourself
make yourself feel better
let the surge of emotion out of you
like screaming it all out
or scribbling it all out
or anything that you think best
as long as you are happy

seasons change
and so can you

and when you're happy
make others happy too
because happiness is meant to be shared

something heavier to read

2007-10-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

well..since i'm studying in Germany..i have a lot of opportunities to tour around Europe..and as an observant person (at least i think so myself), i didn't fail to notice about the similarities of European Countries. So far i've been to Paris, Amsterdam, Manchester, and also the places in Germany of course..and what i can see when i walk through their market street are shops, which their branches are everywhere around Europe.

take as an example, the picture above..that's the Clockhouse Store in Amsterdam that's incorporated with the fashionable cloth store C&A. I saw a lot of C&A not only in Germany, but also in Paris, Amsterdam, etc..come to think of it, why is it like that?

well..from my point of view (and my mere knowledge in the law of this world), this is all the consequence of GLOBALISATION. The only reason why we see a lot of these shops is that they are the big fishes..they're the one that's controlling the market in Europe. And this is what will happen when you open your market. Well, 'they' are the law of the nature..'survival of the fittest..'

Pardon me, but i'm not really an opposer to globalisation..but one must know that everything have consequences, and have their bright and dark side. And from my opinion, through globalisation, a country could lose their entity..imagine the people here only wear those kind of commercial brands (Esprit, Clockhouse, Zara, etc..) so how can the local industries survive?

sorry readers for the long article though..

a new member in the family

2007-09-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

Today we welcome a new member in the family..and his name is Multieffect Pedal Zoom G2.1u. It costs me for about 140 euros to buy this pedal but it is very worth of it's price. This pedal have about 40+ effects in it and i'm still in trying to figure out how to use this pedals though..*babbling*

Well..so now i've run out of budget n hoping that i will get my claim on the study fees as fast as possible (well 500 euros is very much indeed)..*fingers crossed*

That's all what i can write for today..for i still need to clean up the mess in my room..and prepare for the new semester..since my class will be starting tomorrow..go Maschinenbau!!