my worst nightmare

evil dentist copyright andy matt 2006

recently my friend had problems with her tooth..it turns out dat she needs to have the root canal operation..well..i've heard about 'root canal' several times..my mother had that operation a long time ago..it's not that tragic i think..

upon chatting with this friend of mine reminds me back about the thing that i fear the most..that is going to see the dentist..the dentist is the last person i ever want to visit..i guess i have 'dentistphobia'..and it all began when i was in primary school...



*reopening the old scar back*

i think i was in standard 2 when i need to pull my gigi susu out..because the gigi kekal cannot come out..but the gigi susu tu xlonggar lgsg..so i had to go to the dentist..nk cabut that damn gigi yg xnk tercabut sdri tu..

so fine..i went to the dentist..and you know what happened??the dentist actually inject my gusi with anesthetic..and then pull dat gigi susu out dgn playar or something..just imagine how damn painful it was for a standard two boy..and how big is the effect it brought me..till now i still get the shivers everytime i go to the dentist..even utk scaling je pn..so since that tragical day i decided to take a good care of my teeth.

and now i have another problem..my wisdom tooth is dislocated and cannot come out..and that tooth needs to be pulled out because it is 'disturbing' other teeth..and no way i would go to remove this wisdom tooth..because i really2 hate going to dentist!!if the dentist inject me with general anesthetic at my spine to put me to a state of unconciousness than maybe there's a chance for that to happen..or else..no way!!



(question 4 my bound-to-be-doctors friends:boleh ke actually guna general anesthetic utk dental treatment?hehehe..)



another thing that i hope is that my brother Adin would become a dentist..so that i would get the best treatment ever when it comes to dental treatments..

faitfhful companions+hiatus+scholar

well i have two faithful companios now..as u can see in the pic....well..i need them that badly because i was having problem waking up early in the morning..tpakse abiskn 20 euro for both of them..xpe la..it's worth it coz they had done a good job so far..and hopefully till the end of my studies..

sorry for the hiatus recently..sedar x sedar dh 2 minggu x blogging nih..all because of the axel project for the machinery elements..

another thing..i damn need my scholar right now..already did the claiming but xdpt lg..500 euros is a lot of money..lari budget habis..

recently byk homeworks..and i hate homeworks..after this ade another project for ME..then for maths lak..

*ich hab' die Nase voll*

machinery elements+iftar+black swindler

machinery elements
well today i had my 1st class of machinery elements (maschinen elemente auf deutsch) with Herr Ebert.well my 1st opinion is that he is a very good professor..but he really 'dropped a bomb' to me today..what do you expect..we already got our project on the first day..eventhough we have not even touch anything on this subject..and now we have to start working on this project..hmm..komisch..

in the picture above is the introduction of the project and the picture of the cd-player was my homework for the subject machinery elements..because i have two blocks of machinery elements per week and each one of them is managed by different professors..one is by Herr Ebert and the other is Herr Merkel..btw the 'cd-player' homework is from Herr Merkel..Herr Merkel is kinda interesting and friendly too..

iftar
today i had another kostenlose bukak puasa..hahaha..dh berape hari dh asyik bukak free jer..kelmarin dkt burren,smlm kt masjid n today is courtesy of org2 turki kt sini..Alhamdulillah..may Allah bless them..rs terharu bile tgk masyarakat Islam kt oversea pn kuat jugk..

black swindler
recently juz finished watching kurosaki:the black swindler..best..it's not like the latest story..n i'm not much of a fan of yamapi but horikita maki is really2 cute ~cuteness~ ;)

a surge of emotion

don't depend on anyone
to make you happy when you sad
cause when what you expect didn't come true,
it'll hurt you more

don't float down the river named emotion for too long

soothe yourself
make yourself feel better
let the surge of emotion out of you
like screaming it all out
or scribbling it all out
or anything that you think best
as long as you are happy

seasons change
and so can you

and when you're happy
make others happy too
because happiness is meant to be shared

something heavier to read

well..since i'm studying in Germany..i have a lot of opportunities to tour around Europe..and as an observant person (at least i think so myself), i didn't fail to notice about the similarities of European Countries. So far i've been to Paris, Amsterdam, Manchester, and also the places in Germany of course..and what i can see when i walk through their market street are shops, which their branches are everywhere around Europe.

take as an example, the picture above..that's the Clockhouse Store in Amsterdam that's incorporated with the fashionable cloth store C&A. I saw a lot of C&A not only in Germany, but also in Paris, Amsterdam, etc..come to think of it, why is it like that?

well..from my point of view (and my mere knowledge in the law of this world), this is all the consequence of GLOBALISATION. The only reason why we see a lot of these shops is that they are the big fishes..they're the one that's controlling the market in Europe. And this is what will happen when you open your market. Well, 'they' are the law of the nature..'survival of the fittest..'

Pardon me, but i'm not really an opposer to globalisation..but one must know that everything have consequences, and have their bright and dark side. And from my opinion, through globalisation, a country could lose their entity..imagine the people here only wear those kind of commercial brands (Esprit, Clockhouse, Zara, etc..) so how can the local industries survive?

sorry readers for the long article though..